Tuesday, April 18, 2006

The Room (Just a post)

Here I am, sitting alone in the corner of this dark room.
I can see nothing but darkness. I can hear nothing but silence.
Between these four walls I am sitting alone.

I’ve been trying to get out of there but I couldn’t find the doors.

I knocked all the walls.
My knuckles started bleeding long time ago.

I used my fingernails to excavate the wall.

I started smashing my head into the walls hoping to do some cracks; so that light might find its way through, but every time I’ve found walls behind walls.

I dug the ground but underneath, there was nothing but thick steel.

What should I do, I don’t know?!!

All I need is a sign, I don’t want anybody to open the doors for me neither to dig a tunnel.
All I need is someone to knock from outside the walls and tell me where I should continue.

26 Comments:

Blogger ساري said...

Ok I really felt like making fun of you but those 2 sarcastic comments inside my mind kept competing on whether I should put.. so I decided to put both:
1)excavate???knuckles??? It seems someone went back to memorizing the Oxford dictionary?
2)Don't knock on the wall.. neither excavate it.. it seems you fell asleep in the cupboard again?? Just PUSH the wall...

Seriously...
nice post... but does it refer to you -in person- reflecting something that happened to you lately? or you're referring to the current Islamic/Arab status...
Or maybe both??

If I could add an Image..I would have added Hanthala here...

18 April, 2006 14:46  
Anonymous Ashraf M said...

which stage is that abdallah? do u have a mobile there aboud?! u can call anybody 2 give u some hints!! or simply u can turn of ur play station and quit that boring game:)

18 April, 2006 16:43  
Blogger Natasha said...

Signs are everywhere, you just need to learn their language, and when you do, the same room will turn into heaven :-)

19 April, 2006 09:26  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

man u don'y have to dig into the walls or the ground !! just close ur eyes and THINK, think right and when u open ur eyes and u'll not see these walls anymore !! u'll find urself flying !!

or u can just think about ur friends and we'll get u out of there !!

20 April, 2006 05:24  
Anonymous zika said...

just open ur eyes !!
this dark room is only in ur imagination .. ur mind has created this room and ur mind can get u out of it .. just don't keep ur eyes closed !!!!

20 April, 2006 05:40  
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20 April, 2006 11:19  
Blogger and life goes on... said...

it's always this way, knock all the doors, and no matter how long it takes at some point you'll find the right one!

20 April, 2006 13:55  
Anonymous Amjad said...

Regardless of all their answers and advices 3abood,

I really like the idea that you are facing the truth, im not being negative, but if this is how you really feel, let it be...

So This is one...there is a dark room and your trying to let the lights in....

Or your trying to leave the room where you can find some lights...

BUT YOUR EXACT CASE IS THE FOLLOWING 3ABOOD, weather you wanna deny it or not..here it goes :

You are in a dark room, but there is a ladder that is maybe 6 feet away from the floor ...and that ladder would lead to the SUN...

BUT 3ABOOD ... WHEN you decide to JUMP TRYING TO REACH TO THAT LADDER, LET ME KNOW..in order ill ask you to decide to climb that ladder....

why u dont wanna jump? neither you want to go up the ladder?

BECAUSE ur afraid of the sun..or of the sun light....or maybe your afraid that the DARK bricks that this room is made from would blame you for leaving them....
BRICKS that never helped you....
BRICKS that would never give u...
and above all...BRICKS that are speechless.

BLESS

22 April, 2006 00:47  
Anonymous Hisham said...

aboud nice post...
bas man seriously you should stop listening to Abu Wadee3 for a while :)

22 April, 2006 12:48  
Blogger ساري said...

Amjad...
I'm either very stupid or you're very smart...


Hisham...
It's nice to know you're still alive... and didn't lose that sarcastic touch...

Aboud...
Still in the cupboard???

24 April, 2006 14:54  
Blogger ABOUD said...

I had to reply on your comments long time ago, so sorry for the delay, thats why I am going to do it for each one now.

Sary, I won't go that far man.

Ashraf bared man.

Natasha, as usual nice thinking and nice advice.

Anonymous, thanks man for being such a fine anonymous friend.

Zika, thanks man.

And life goes on.., I will be keep doing it no matter what.

Amjad I am not "facing the truth man", cause it is just a post.
I think man that I know what do you mean by that.
Anyway man your comment was touching.

hisham, loool.

After all, I think the right way will be in all of what you have said over there. Positive thinking, looking for the signs in a different way, keep trying, friends, opening my eyes, and seizing every chance.

Personally I think I am doing all that.

Thank you all.

24 April, 2006 20:59  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

who's the anonymous ??

28 April, 2006 02:05  
Blogger ABOUD said...

I don't know.

28 April, 2006 19:36  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

try to guess, he looks like to be a very good and loyal friend !!

30 April, 2006 17:58  
Anonymous sparkle said...

again very late but had to write something cuz this post was what im starting to feel now....life really does work in myserious ways...just recently i felt like things were going my way then i found out that no matter how much im tring life is always or appears to be working against me....i wish i had the answer to the question i keep asking myself...so i can move on in my life and forget about ".." but i will never know....i tried very hard but seems like it will never happen...i tried to break down alot of walls but other walls just seem to build up...i always say al7mdullah and that allah knows whats best 4 me but i just help myself and wonder why...anyway i love that post ALOT and i wish u dont feel like that anymore after going abroad and achiving what seems to be ur dream...how is life there??having fun??or missing our beautiful jordan...keep sending these beautul thoughts of urs...and take care..and try to come back to jordan as soon as posible cuz we need all the smart guys like u as we can get....kinda difficult to find ppl like u here in jordan....

22 March, 2007 03:05  
Blogger ABOUD said...

sparkle: 2awal ishe thanks for all of your comments, o inno you read all that.

Well sad2eene, life will be good sometime, and as you have said, GOD knows what's best for you, and you'll get it. I think inno el wa7ad bas lazem to do everything he can, o 2allah will do the best for him.

As of acheiving my dream; I have looooots of dreams, that even they were so high, I'll do my best to make them true.

Life here makes you feel how beautiful is Jordan, at the same time bte2harek 3ala el balad, cause you can see 2addaish 2e7na as people bnefham bas things are not working out for us tab3an le 3eddet 2asbab, ba3dain it makes you feel 2addaish el 7aya 3am betseer se3beh be amman, ya3ni looots of things.

O thanks a lot for everything you have said over there, jad thanks :)_

22 March, 2007 20:17  
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